I lost a fren today. She passed away at 8.10am this morning. In this short 1 yr plus to 2 yrs that we've known each other, i'd say that we were pretty close. I remembered when i just knew her, gawd, i found her annoying...lols...then, somehow, we became gud frens and i gradually started to like her, as a fren la. There were times that we just wanted to rip each others' heads off, mostly my fault for being such a nuisance. Then, there's times she would give ppl her very scary, wide-eyed glare..lols. I would always remember those times dat her and dex would fight randomly, esp dat time when they were waiting for me at noodle station. Lols, they were both texting me complaining abt each other and they were extremely angry...lols...how cute. Then, there's those times dat we would gossip gossip gossip when we sleptover. There was one period dat she came over to my place every weekend cos dex had to study for exams and we would just talk, cook dinner togeda(her all-time fav ABC soup), and just lie nex to each other wif our laptops in front of us, playing facebook poker till we fall asleep in the exact same position. Few weeks before she was admitted to the hospital, she texted me tellin me she was comin down to kl so i din really bother to tok to her da past few times when she nudged me on msn cos i was always out and thinking dat i'd see her soon and we can hang out. And da nex thing i knew, she was aldy in a coma in the hospital. This brought da cliche saying to mind, appreciate those ard you because u'll never know when u'll lose em....it sux knowing dat i'll never c her again, and never get to get annoyed wif her or annoy her again...i should stop now before i start crying...but i guess she's in a better place now, watchin over all of us...we'll miss u, ange bange
- trying to figure out myself; 5:00 PM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Ok..i'm officially da worst fren ever, so i was congratulating myself last nite for remembering my mum's bday which was on the 17th of nov n dat was only cos i set a reminder...n now, i just realised dat i've forgotten cher's bday and it was like on the 5th which is like ages ago..omg ryt?...i really have no idea y but i just cant remember much bdays...even my own sis's and cher's whose been my other bestest girl fren for like 13 years now...omg...shiats...n i tink she's pissed cos she's not picking up my call and ignoring me on msn...shiat...but really i dun think i've ever been dis late..i soooo deserve it...aduh! y none of u remind me la?!?! =( shiats...y la? =( *sobs*
CHERLING LIM SIEW CHING...... am so so so so so sorry.....happy VERY belated birthday....promise i'll remember nex year k? dun angry la :D...u noe i love u to bits :P hehe
- trying to figure out myself; 12:18 AM
Monday, November 03, 2008
Suddenly remembered dis song while watchin tv cos saw ah du in some series....dis song quite emo la...but damn nice lor
差一点你就是我的女人 cha yi dian ni jiu shi wo de nv ren Just a little more, and you would be my woman 差一些手牵手的完整 cha yi xie shou qian shou de wan zheng Just a little more, then there will be the completeness of holding hands 却在对的时间错过对的人 que zai dui de shi jian cuo guo dui de ren But at the right time I missed the right person 抓不住幸福时分 zhua bu zhu xing fu shi fen Unable to hold onto happiness
遇上了错的人 yu shang le cuo de ren jian Met the wrong person 渐渐的吻在她无心的嘴唇 jian jian de wen zai ta wu xin de zui chun The gradual kiss stays on her heartless lips 感觉像一个旅程 gan jue xiang yi ge lv cheng It felt like a vacation 走完了就分 zou wan le jiu fen Once it was over, we would part
错过了对的人 cuo guo le dui de ren Passed over the right person 决定就只在那一秒那一分 jue ding jiu shi za na yi miao na yi fen Decided at that minute, at that second 爱情的岔口 ai qing de cha kou At love's fork in the road 你是我等不到的路人 ni shi wo deng bu dao de lu ren You are the pedestrian I won't be able to wait for
差一点你就是我的女人 cha yi dian ni jiu shi wo de nv ren Just a little more, and you would be my woman 差一些就和你共度一生 cha yi xie jiu shi he ni gong du yi sheng Just a little more, I would be able to spend the rest of my life with you 因为对的时间对的人 yin wei dui de shi jian dui de ren Because the right person at the right time 就值得我为你奋不顾身 jiu zhi de wo wei ni fen bu gu shen Is worth me exerting myself without consideration to my body
差一点你就是我的女人 cha yi dian ni jiu shi wo de nv ren Just a little more, and you would be my woman 差一些手牵手的完整 cha yi xie shou qian shou de wan zheng Just a little more, then there will be the completeness of holding hands 却在对的时间错过对的人 que zai dui de shi jian cuo guo dui de ren But at the right time I missed the right person 抓不住幸福时分 zhua bu zhu xing fu shi fen Unable to hold onto happiness
错过了对的人 cuo guo le dui de ren Passing over the right person 决定就只在那一秒那一分 jue ding jiu zhi zai na yi miao na yi miao Decided at that minute, at that second 如果没缘分 ru guo mei yuan fen If there is no fate 我也会固执的为你一人 wo ye hui gu zhi de wei ni yi ren I will still stubbornly be because of you
差一点你就是我的女人 cha yi dian ni jiu shi wo de nv ren Just a little more, and you would be my woman 差一些就和你共度一生 cha yi xie jiu shi he ni gong du yi sheng Just a little more, I would be able to spend the rest of my life with you 因为对的时间对的人 yin wei dui de shi jian dui de ren Because the right person at the right time 就值得我为你奋不顾身 jiu zhi de wo wei ni fen bu gu shen Is worth me exerting myself without consideration to my body
差一点你就是我的女人 cha yi dian ni jiu shi wo de nv ren Just a little more, and you would be my woman 差一些手牵手的完整 cha yi xie shou qian shou de wan zheng Just a little more, then there will be the completeness of holding hands 却在对的时间错过对的人 que zai dui de shi jian cuo guo dui de ren But at the right time I missed the right person 抓不住幸福时分 zhua bu zhu xing fu shi fen Unable to hold onto happiness
- trying to figure out myself; 4:53 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
woke up pretty late today...ard 3 pm, watched a movie den felt kinda hungry so went into the kitchen, ended up with this
main course: mashed potato, lettuce, omelette, ham and sausages...simple n delicious =)
my omelette was just nice, see? the inside's not too dry yet not too wet...in the omelette was some onions, cherry tomatoes, ham and mushrooms =)
drink: kickapoo joy juice
dessert =P
gotta go to finance now...sighs
- trying to figure out myself; 6:46 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
havent updated in awhile =)....abt 2 mths to be exact...teehee =X
well, finals startin in about 10 days n i am still lost as hell in all 4 subjects n still kinda slacking, sigh, and i tot dat i've learnt my lesson from last sem...guess i'm gonna screw up again but i'm gonna try to fight it..hopefully..like they say, if it doesnt kill you, it'll make u stronger so lets hope i'll get thru dis one alive *fingers crossed*. So today, i dreadfully opened my lecture notes for topic 1 of finance....was reading and reading and reading den saw dis at da bottom of da page
was thinking..must be kit or wendy's doing when they were over at my place
den another one on da next page den thought, kit's handwriting not dat nice so most prolly wendy la
den finally, found out the culprit was cheryl...and dis reminds me dat i've been stuck on chap 1's lecture notes since starbucks last week =( gg.com.my =X
den she was writing some stuff on d last page too...page filled with names and some quote dat says,
sometimes, love just aint enough.
if you love something....set it free, if it comes back....it's yours. if it doesn't...it never was...
haiya, dis girl ah....dunno she studying or emoing at starbucks....deepness...lols
eh, 5 words for u lor..."lam em dou yeh lor"...kekeke jkjk =P
but ok la, u gimme sumthin to post abt..or else my blog dunno die until where lor...kekeke
- trying to figure out myself; 12:59 AM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Since people have been complaining that i haven't been updating n i'm flat out bored here, altho i'm supposed to be studying(ivan, hng, jye, ing haw n jason came over earlier wif poker set n totally ruined my study mode..like i was gonna study anyway) or at least sleeping ryt now(early class tomorrow...sighs), here i am updating. So lets see, went to uni today, was contemplating on skipping first lecture..9am ler...i slept at like 3am this mornin...thought it over...wanna keep to my new sem resolution so dun wanna skip any classes dis sem...except maybe business n econs stats lecture...no offense, but the lecturer is really freakin boring, summore it was the subject i had to repeat, see y i'm hating it? besides not skipping classes, i'm not really keeping to the new sem resolution..sigh...i'm fuckin lazy..fck =D so anyways, since i'm only supposed to be havin classes mon to wed n again, bus n econs stats had to screw dat dat too, i'm gonna have to switch my wed tut for dis unit to thurs...urghhhh!!!!..so yea, tuesday are one of my most packed days...so finally couldn't take it n was sleepin in the business law lecture (final lecture of the day) today...ivy was behind me n kept making annoying snoring sounds..haha!..afta classes, hann sent mic n i home den we went str8 for grocery shopping..gawd, things r really expensive nowadays..but yay..my fridge n kitchen cabinet is stacked...kekeke! too bad i had to pay for my own groceries dis time cos parents haven't been over for like 2 weeks dy. So anyway, got home, started preparing stuff in d kitchen den cooked fried rice (hope michie mic liked it...she's kinda picky wif food sometimes..haha! :D ) den cun cun when i just finished my dinner, jason dem all came dy..wif poker set so played a tournament wif 'em...n i won 1st wei...wun will be proud..haha! den they stayed to play big 2 (chor dai dee) den hng won the most..lols...sigh...these ppl ah..gamble gamble gamble =X so after they left...i started bein a couch potato again...seriously, i watch everythin on tv nowadays...thank GOD for olympics..haha! so basically, that was my day. =)
p.s.-here's ur update cher =)...c? i update just cos u request ah
- trying to figure out myself; 1:49 AM
Friday, August 01, 2008
have been wanting to blog for awhile but too lazy to...hehe! Anyways, went to watch sex in the city last week(friday i tink) wif michie mic, evvon, cheryl n jason...all i wanna say is, dat movie made me miss the incredible 8s freakin loads..if only we could all watch dat movie togeda..wah, sure damn nice lor...owh..i have gud news, got hols in nov!!!! which means i can go back!! WOOHOOO!!! =D cant wait till everyone is back and hang out togeda again but of course, gotta go thru dis freakin semester first..sigh..life sux =(
den last saturday went to watch some astro star quest 2008 thing cos mic's fren was one of the top 5s den she had lotsa tix...lols..her fren din win though, just got 4th. The winner turned out to be some cool androgynous-looking chic which is very star material i must say. The girl who got second place was very gud too. She sang christina aguilera's 'I TURN TO YOU' (if i'm not mistaken)....freakin nice..very impressive..however, i tink she was the 1st runner up because, afta all, this is a star quest and the champion had more star material.
I was tagged =/
Name 20 people randomly.At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey.Don't read the questions, but name the 20 people first.
1. Kit
2. Cher
3. Steph
4. Mic
5. Sae
6. Wasm
7. Piv
8. Michie mic
9. Cheryl
10. evvon
11. Ivanna
12. Jason
13. ivan
14. johann
15. Ivy
16. stella
17. gwen
18. wun
19. aaron
20. adrian hng
1.) How did you meet number 18?
-Wun: all the way back from primary school =D
2.) What will you do if you have not met number 17?
- Gwen: I wouldn't have had the pleasure of experiencing calling someone slow
3.) What if number 9 and 20 dated?
- cheryl and adrian hng? hehe! y not?
4.) What if number 5 and 10 dated?
- Sae and evvon? LOL!!!
5.) Describe number 1
- Kit : lamest, most perasan, annoying bitch ever..but cant imagine life without her =X
6.) Do you think number 8 is attractive?
- michie mic: haha! she's a lil above average? =P
7.) Describe number 7
- Piv : horny lil bitch dat i'm missing =)
8.) Do you know any family members of 12?
- Jason-not really..met his mum b4 but dat was it =)
9.) What language does number 15 speak? - Ivy: ermm..english, canto, mandarin
10.) Who is number 9 hanging out with? - cheryl-if i'm not mistaken, i tink she's alone at home gettin rdy to go for class now
11.) How old is number 16? - stella: turning 18
12.) When was the last time you spoke to number 13? - ivan: this morning
13.) Who's number 2 favorite singer/band? - cher: hmm..dunno leh...but i remembered her blog song was no air by jordin sparks..hmm..i guess she has diff favs at diff times.
14.) Have you ever dated number 4? - Mic : nope...i just mite if she's gay..but den again..quite weird la =X
15.) Would you ever date number 19? - aaron: eww!!! he's my cousin!!
16.) Is number 3 single? - Steph : Yep, Single and available.
17.) What is number 10 last name? - evvon CHUA @ chao ah gua =P
18.) Would you ever be in a relationship with number 11? - Ivanna : lols...
19.) What is the school of number 13? - ivan: sunway uni college
20.) Where does number 6 stay? - Wasm: seng goon garden lor..near my hse =)